Another Sudden Epiphany!

"A middle finger to...MYSELF"

A week of agony,a week of whatever...*rambles again*
A week filled with the discovery of two "Wisdom Teeth" at the back of my mouth. How annoying when the dentist told me I was a,"rare case"... INDEED.

This week made me realize who I actually was, I can't describe the shock I received when a few of my buddies said I was putting up a 'facade' for quite a while now... A BAD FACADE.
A BAD ATTITUDE.

I'm now a "hypocrite,liar,phony,fraud,backstabber,badmouth...
TWO-FACE."

It got to THAT EXTEND.

I'm really sorry,white chocolate rabbit.

And also to the other people whom I've hurt.





"Sincere apologies." :(


 

C'MON,JUST GIMME A BREAK!

"Have You ever Been This Tired?"

Explains it all.

Epiphany! I Suddenly REALIZED and REGRETTED.

I'm going to share this song with everyone,since I feel that this band is way better than
'Fall Out Boy' and the song has so much sentimental value to me. One of the band's BEST songs and most of all,its not just a SONG...its a STORY. Take a listen, who knows you might relate..
to it?



Avenged Sevenfold's
-Second Heartbeat-

We keep writing, talking and planning, but everything's changing,We all know what to do
but no one does it,

Now this time has passed and full of regret,

Two in my heart have left me a while, I stand alone,When they get back,
it won't be the same,
never be the same,

My life, you've always been there, Now you're gone and my heads spinning,

Left the childhood, left the memories, left the good times in the past,Moving on your time has run out,

Wishing the clock would stand still, the world can wait, Wasting away once again, once lived as friends,

As time passes by, regrets for the rest of my life,The ones who I confide were gone in the black of the night,

Never will I forget you, and all the memories past,So rarely I get to see your face,

Growing I looked to you in guidance.We knew that time would kill us, but you're still so close to me,

To me you were my life, To me you were my soul companion,Now you are so far away,

Nothing can take away the time and the memories we had,

Come back-to the days when we were young,
Come back-to the days when nothing mattered,
To the days when nothing mattered

And I feel time passes by, regrets for the rest of my life,The ones who I confide were gone in the black of the night,

As time passes by, regrets for the rest of my life,The ones who I confide were gone in the black of the night.

I WISH THERE WAS A "THANK YOU FOR NOT SMOKING" PUBLIC HOLIDAY FOR ALL SCHOOLS...
IN SINGAPORE! :D

Woke Me Up With A Slap Across My Face

"Retarded"

"Show me a man with a tattoo and I'll show you a man with an interesting past."~Jack London~

Try to find the small things in life that make you happy, because sometimes...
The physical things in life don't define it. Money,Love,Wealth,Fame maybe sometimes be all the things we seek or desire, BUT,
even if I were to hand you the world on a silver platter, do you think deep down you'll know the true meaning of life and happiness? I admit that even sometimes, I can be markedly more concerned with material things (such as money and possessions) rather than spiritual, intellectual, or cultural values; making me some sort of a "materialistic" Bastard.
But I guess today I figured out part of life and happiness's true meaning. The things that matter, are the small things that occur, appear, happen etc. around us.

Appreciate stuff.


This is just too funny,A short mime on stage,smashing comedy.

"In" With The "Out" Crowd

" 'In' With The 'Out' Crowd "

*BREATHS DEEPLY*

okay kids...

des·o·la·tion
1. The act or an instance of desolating.
2. The state of being desolate.
3. Devastation; ruin: a drought that brought desolation to the region.
4.
a. The state of being abandoned or forsaken; loneliness: a sense of utter desolation following the death of his parents.
b. Wretchedness; misery.

Today we're gonna touch on a "touch-ey" topic, that is, "loneliness".
Many a times people exaggerate that they're lonely all the time,
that they have no accompany.

But for the first time today, I truly felt the meaning of the term, " loneliness".
Loneliness in its PUREST FORM. (yummy!)

*And I've already said, I do not have teen angst, and I'm not another of those "emo-emotional" kids.*

Everyone left the classroom, including the teacher.As the sound of the last footstep left the class, Everything was silent.Even though the fans were still spinning and the classroom doors were open. My friends were not around, their voices of pleading me to "hurry, pack up and leave the class!", were absent.
No guidance,No emotion,No reaction.

DESOLATION,
The silence was deafening, more deafening than the highest decibel of sound.

FOR THE FIRST TIME,
lonely.
And desolated.
In It's "True-est" Form.

well,It felt..
Good And Bad.

I finally felt it.

lonely-gasm.

"SHAWN WHY YOU STILL IN CLASS?!!!!!!!!!"
*and literally, he DID SHOUT*

bloody hell,spoiled the vibe.

It was a SMASHING experience! *british accent*

"Here's to the crazy ones, the misfits, the rebels, the troublemakers, the round pegs in the square holes... the ones who see things differently -- they're not fond of rules... You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify or vilify them, but the only thing you can't do is ignore them because they change things... they push the human race forward, and while some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius, because the ones who are crazy enough to think that they can change the world, are the ones who do. "~Steve Jobs~

Inspiration,Bitterness And A New Hope

The Band Of The Day
Please Welcome..
Blink-182!

not really into the Jonas Brothers but i do dig these guys.
the 3 dudes that started it all.
Without them, there'll be no Fall Out Boy,All-American Rejects,Yellowcard
or whatever band that follows that crowd's genre.

Blink-182 is to "Punk-Pop",as Deep Purple was to "Hard Rock".

known for their simple melodies, teen angst and lyrical "toilet humour"..

that may not sound like music to you, but they definitely make it sound LIKE music.

something to bop your head to and not give a damn.

“I'm not gay, a lot of people think I'm gay. I have a girlfriend, she thinks I'm gay.”~Tom Delonge

He Resembles me in some way, I think?

YES. He does.

For a band that broke up in 2004 and reunited in 2009,5 years of indefinite hiatus..Things wouldn've have definitely changed for the trio.

People who haven't heard of them..(YOU MISSED OUT SO MUCH)
I suggest you listen to their earlier material like..
"Chesire Cat" or "Dude Ranch".. To get a feel of what message they were trying to send to their fans.

Friendships Reformed.

I'd be waiting for summer 09'

they call it "Mid-Year" in Singapore..
-_-


"Making a new friend is pretty easy, but maintaining such friendship becomes very tough at times. Misunderstandings are the primary reason why most of the friendship breaks. A broken friendship can leave many bitter moment. But the beauty of friendship is any bitter thoughts between each other can be shooed away by a simple 'sorry'."
~Allwin Samuel Jeba~

The more you know about something or someone, the more you start to find faults and dislike things about it or them.~'Familiarity breeds contempt'

And I relate to it.

Exhaustion

" For Those You Who Think Hip-Hop Just Consists Of Senseless Rhyming,
SCREW YOU.
It's One Of The Most Complex And Tedious Forms Of Music.
And It's Rad Also.
Stop Saying 'Hip-Hop' Sucks And 'Rock' Is Way Better People..
Have An Open Mind.
Both Genres Are Totally Different And Have Their Ups And Downs
For Fuck's Sake. "

Today was like a milestone I spent so long to reach. 5 months I guess?

Finally entered the studio with Shade and Izaril to lend my voice to their Song, 'She Moves'..
It was a TEDIOUS PROCESS, Imagine having the pleasure of repeating " I'll "..
a few thousand times.

*EXHAUSTED*

Well,the sweat,blood and tears were well worth it in the end, we wrapped up the product in..
3 Hours.

Then..*Dum,Dum,Dum*


Celebration With Food!

'She Moves' IS DONE.




"My Epic Failure..Getting A Tattoo During Class"

" I saw you again,
I think you used me again,
Should we try this before,
We give up and move on,
And pretend to restore,
What we have and hold on "
- blink-182's "Obvious" -

New Start

Hello.Firstly, I DO NOT intend to post my innermost feelings here..Maybe sometimes?haha....and yeah..

Now for an introduction.

I'M SHAWN! This isnt a dating service so i wont tell my height or age, although I am legal.HAHA! And this feeling to rattling on to myself is rather..dull..so i will stop now.

*I AM NOT MAKING THIS BLOG CAUSE I HAVE TEEN ANGST! :D

I 'll have you know I am very happy, thank you.

YEAH, and that picture up there..
It's for those set of fools who have intentions on breaking into other people's car for loot.

Read It.