"In" With The "Out" Crowd

" 'In' With The 'Out' Crowd "

*BREATHS DEEPLY*

okay kids...

des·o·la·tion
1. The act or an instance of desolating.
2. The state of being desolate.
3. Devastation; ruin: a drought that brought desolation to the region.
4.
a. The state of being abandoned or forsaken; loneliness: a sense of utter desolation following the death of his parents.
b. Wretchedness; misery.

Today we're gonna touch on a "touch-ey" topic, that is, "loneliness".
Many a times people exaggerate that they're lonely all the time,
that they have no accompany.

But for the first time today, I truly felt the meaning of the term, " loneliness".
Loneliness in its PUREST FORM. (yummy!)

*And I've already said, I do not have teen angst, and I'm not another of those "emo-emotional" kids.*

Everyone left the classroom, including the teacher.As the sound of the last footstep left the class, Everything was silent.Even though the fans were still spinning and the classroom doors were open. My friends were not around, their voices of pleading me to "hurry, pack up and leave the class!", were absent.
No guidance,No emotion,No reaction.

DESOLATION,
The silence was deafening, more deafening than the highest decibel of sound.

FOR THE FIRST TIME,
lonely.
And desolated.
In It's "True-est" Form.

well,It felt..
Good And Bad.

I finally felt it.

lonely-gasm.

"SHAWN WHY YOU STILL IN CLASS?!!!!!!!!!"
*and literally, he DID SHOUT*

bloody hell,spoiled the vibe.

It was a SMASHING experience! *british accent*

"Here's to the crazy ones, the misfits, the rebels, the troublemakers, the round pegs in the square holes... the ones who see things differently -- they're not fond of rules... You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify or vilify them, but the only thing you can't do is ignore them because they change things... they push the human race forward, and while some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius, because the ones who are crazy enough to think that they can change the world, are the ones who do. "~Steve Jobs~