Suck It Up And Go Alone.

I need this.

Recently, 
I just realized one thing, its hard being alone if you're a social bubble...
Perhaps,you can...BUT, it'll take ages to get used too...I just realized I was being too loud and over-the-top recently. So I tried to make do with being a silent peep today. First try, tough luck.
It felt so...just so...TIRING and PATHETIC. But ironically, I STILL want to do it, no matter how much my mind tells me to be quiet and take life at a slower pace, there's still this animal inside of me wanting to get out and have fun, isn't it hard? My friends noticed today and my hypothesis was that they were freaked out my 'weird' behaviour. But was it considered 'weird' to me? No, It felt more of a DRAG. I still need to keep quiet and change that little/HUGE monster inside of me...

Wait, is it 'Little' or 'Huge' anyway? Who cares? I need the change,no matter how long it takes.

All of us, including YOU, dear reader..Have a flaw or something, and I suggest doing something about it no matter how hard it is,it'll benefit YOU and OTHERS in the long run.

TRUST ME.

Congrats to Jeremy on quitting smoking, together we escape early death and smelly breath.

: )

"Falls don't hurt, but the ones you can't see DO..." ~Me~

I Won't Be The Victim,But The First To Cast A Stone

"Oh My God..."

I'll be brutally honest. Just recently, I realized that SMOKING is 'stupid'. I could write an entire essay on that one topic and you'll think im blabbering nonsense, but the fact is that...YES, it is stupid.
I can tell you personal accounts,first-hand experiences and stories about 'smoking' and myself but I just feel it'll be toooooo 'STUPID'.

YES, smoking is fun,AT THE START.
but as time goes on you won't realize but you're actually hooked on a dangerous object that will SLOWLY and I mean VERY SLOWLY kill you.
YES, as stupid as it sounds, PAPER and LEAVES can kill you.

This boy doesn't want to sound like a hypocrite, but he hopes he will stop this ridiculous habit soon.

Just think about it...

Marlboro Menthol for 11.60?

thats worth a pack of Ernie Ball Stainless Steel guitar strings which will probably last 2 months or so...

considering smoking as a past time?

think again.

We Speak In Different Voices When Fighting With The Ones We Love.

"Watch your thoughts, for they become words.
Watch your words, for they become actions.
Watch your actions, for they become habits.
Watch your habits, for they become character.
Watch your character, for it becomes your destiny."
- Unknown


















"My God,Slash you're already old and that cigarette don't deserve a place in that mouth of yours already...But you're always an inspiration."

I just realized that being 'kind', and actually BEING kind (not being kind for the sake of it) gives you a rush or a happy 'sort' of bodily chemical to your brain thus,making you feel a pleasant 'high'. Nothing druggy here. So...
The next time you're out there,

1.Give up your seat for an elderly person or a woman with a baby (My gosh,how would you feel if you were the mother?!)

2.Having basic courtesy like saying 'thank you' and 'sorry'

3.Having good manners. Don't smoke in people's face. Don't mouth vulgarites in front of public.
(I suppose it's perfectly fine if you're with your buddies. XD)

4.Many more I don't wish to list cause' I think it's common sense.

"Friends that watch your back,
Friends that play with your heart,
All act the same from the start,
Before you know it some disappear,
Others stay beside you for life,
Those are the friends,
The best friends."
~Gary R. Hess

Another Chance

"The Movie is here, looks kick-ass, but Cinema's deserve an ass-kicking because its
M-18... Ageist."

Well,Another hectic week has passed, I just realized I did a lot of mistakes to others
sub-consciously from the PAST YEAR till' now. It's just..surprising.
I never expected what my friends ACTUALLY thought of me. I didn't know.
I was just unaware.
I WAS JUST BEING A PRICK.
Repentant And Remorseful

Someone's gotta change things before its too late.

"There's No Wrong Way To Perform An Act Of Kindness."
~Catherine Ryan Hyde,Author

Another Sudden Epiphany!

"A middle finger to...MYSELF"

A week of agony,a week of whatever...*rambles again*
A week filled with the discovery of two "Wisdom Teeth" at the back of my mouth. How annoying when the dentist told me I was a,"rare case"... INDEED.

This week made me realize who I actually was, I can't describe the shock I received when a few of my buddies said I was putting up a 'facade' for quite a while now... A BAD FACADE.
A BAD ATTITUDE.

I'm now a "hypocrite,liar,phony,fraud,backstabber,badmouth...
TWO-FACE."

It got to THAT EXTEND.

I'm really sorry,white chocolate rabbit.

And also to the other people whom I've hurt.





"Sincere apologies." :(


 

C'MON,JUST GIMME A BREAK!

"Have You ever Been This Tired?"

Explains it all.

Epiphany! I Suddenly REALIZED and REGRETTED.

I'm going to share this song with everyone,since I feel that this band is way better than
'Fall Out Boy' and the song has so much sentimental value to me. One of the band's BEST songs and most of all,its not just a SONG...its a STORY. Take a listen, who knows you might relate..
to it?



Avenged Sevenfold's
-Second Heartbeat-

We keep writing, talking and planning, but everything's changing,We all know what to do
but no one does it,

Now this time has passed and full of regret,

Two in my heart have left me a while, I stand alone,When they get back,
it won't be the same,
never be the same,

My life, you've always been there, Now you're gone and my heads spinning,

Left the childhood, left the memories, left the good times in the past,Moving on your time has run out,

Wishing the clock would stand still, the world can wait, Wasting away once again, once lived as friends,

As time passes by, regrets for the rest of my life,The ones who I confide were gone in the black of the night,

Never will I forget you, and all the memories past,So rarely I get to see your face,

Growing I looked to you in guidance.We knew that time would kill us, but you're still so close to me,

To me you were my life, To me you were my soul companion,Now you are so far away,

Nothing can take away the time and the memories we had,

Come back-to the days when we were young,
Come back-to the days when nothing mattered,
To the days when nothing mattered

And I feel time passes by, regrets for the rest of my life,The ones who I confide were gone in the black of the night,

As time passes by, regrets for the rest of my life,The ones who I confide were gone in the black of the night.

I WISH THERE WAS A "THANK YOU FOR NOT SMOKING" PUBLIC HOLIDAY FOR ALL SCHOOLS...
IN SINGAPORE! :D